Is My Marriage Falling Apart?

by Krysta
(USA)

im 21 my husband is 25. we got married in april of 2012. we've been together for 2 years all together (dating+marriage) we only have sex about twice a month.. im not tryng 2 brag but I am a pretty girl. im 5'5 130 pounds long dark hair bright blue eyes perfect teeth. I was sexually abused as a child & it has givin me low self esteem & I have always went 4 guys that I knew wouldn't reject me.. average guys or little less than average. anyways we've only been together for 2 years & we're young ..shouldn't he want 2 have sex more? also hes started sleeping on the couch 2-3 times a week! we don't talk much hes always playing his computer game & im always n our bedroom when m home. I love him im just starting 2 wonder if ive made the right choice n marrying him. is he falling out of love? im the prettiest girl hes been with.. he proposed 4 months into our relationship.. I kno its not all about looks but im also a good person! im sometimes a ***** & my being a clean freak also bothers him but I love him but im starting 2 slowly catch myself thinking about leaving him. I understand as people stay together its not gonna b always lovey dovey but he literally gives me almost no attention ): im about 2 cry just typing this.. any suggestions?

I can b a bytch sometimes but cant every woman? hes unemployed right now I pay all of our bills give him money 4 his weed... he wants kids & I want 2 wait but he has said hes fine with that.. I was diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder & I do take medication 4 it. I've tried talking 2 him trust me! & he gets defensive like well when I fall asleep on the couch y don't u come get me? like its my responsibility 2 make him sleep n bed with me. i have even asked him if hes still n love with me & he tells me he loves me more than hes ever loved anyone n this life. & i left him once for 3 weeks & he cried & begged me 2 come back & i eventually did & we had sex everyday GOOD sex not the boring sex we rarely even have now. but this was 7 months or so ago & its back 2 the same old ****. NOW i have not left ANYTHING out.

4 days ago
i also know looks are not everything. im not saying he should b bowing at my feet cuz im pretty im just saying.. i think if i was with any other man he'd want sex way more than twice a month.